shortcut information about the pictures above: the one on the top is a wonderful photography i edited with photoshop, i just love the light and the colors in the pictures.
the second one is just a photo of mine, originally made for a new look on lookbook.
hellogoodbye everybody.
it took me much time to make this new post, simply because i didnt found the time and mainly because i in fact didn't find the right sentences to write about this chapter.
besides that, my boyfriend takes away all my free minutes i got between friends, art and the goddamn books im actually reading. well, its a scrap of comfort that he also loves art and everything that has something to do with it. we're just kinda..creative all day :-)
a few days ago, i read some posts in the internet about people in deep depressions, with the result that they killed themselves.
it is horrible to read and at least see that there are people feeling so alone and stranded and absolutely nobody doesn't even realize it?
come on. what is wrong with us people simply closing our eyes and hope that nobody saw we're not helping? why are human like... themselves and nobody else matters?
so.. you have no time for negative bullshit. exactly.
i saw people writing stuff like they are simply alive because they are afraid of the pain they could feel while dying. people saying stuff like hating all the feelings they have, hating their lives and the thing i read the most was that they were hating themselves. i dont understand why.
these people believe the words we are saying. words like "you're ugly" or "you're nothing" hurt these people. they think about you, your words, and the longer they do, the more they believe in them.
all the things these people love, all the skills they have, what they look like, everything starts to decline and they stop believing in anything. the sense of living falls away and from one day to another they are empty shells carrying two tons of sadness on their shoulders. and nobody is there to help.
guys, i dont really know if you understand what i want to tell you with the facts i just wrote, but please... please dont let them stand alone. just dont.
and if you are someone carrying sadness, just dont give up. go and get help. it really gets better.
chears
